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I thought I always wanted things my way
Now that I’ve all the time to my own, but I felt so alone
Everyone thinks that I’m ok…I can make it through
But the fact is, I’m dying inside. Who knows?
I find it hard to love, throwing stones at rebounding walls
Finding it silly to give. I gave out of love, but get back hurts
Am I who I think I’m, or am I really just another soul?
If I don’t have what I have, will anyone still look at me the same?
Why am I hugging myself alone? Is there not a soul, who would slow down and make me whole?
Where are those that swore to be there for me? Just because I’m smiling doesn’t mean I’m ok.
I was there when you needed some laughers
I was there when you needed some one to listen to
But why am I alone, when I needed you now?
I don’t know…yes I’m confused. I’m not ok…but who knows?
I’m not a saint…I smile…doesn’t mean I’m stronger than you.
By the time you call and asked if I’m ok…I will reply I’m ok.
Your concern would be useless…I have already solved it alone
Thank you so much for the so called love….when I’ve received none.
I truly believed…in this life. You just need to make sure there is one person whom would be there for you no matter what.
The rest are all just a waste of time.
Will you miss me when I’m gone? I really don’t know.
Must I be like those who always give some stupid retarded face to show the whole world that he/she is sad…to gave some sympathy concern?
You just don’t know me don’t you? Can’t you see it through my overly joy smiles that I’m crying inside?
It doesn’t pay to be nice…but still I will do it. Because this is who I’m
