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Saturday, May 14, 2005
i m gonna tell you guys about the problem that upset me a lot... last sat while i was riding home with jas in the morning after watching the movie kingdom of heaven. I didnt expect it to end so late la, so i wanted to quickly send jas home as i needa go church in 2hrs time. So when we reach the traffic junction near wheelock place, the green light turn amber and i thought to myself i can riding through it without know it'll turn red so fast. I dash through the red light as i couldnt stop on time already...i thought it was ok la, thinking that i had passed the stop line. In my mind was oops i passed e red light n i just hack care since there's no cam...Who knows, there's a TP(traffic police) somewhere neaerby he came to haul me after passing another 2 traffic lights which is quite a long distant already. Even after explaining to him, he still book me down.... i seriously thought he was just gonna scare me or something but yesterday i receive the letter from TP regarding the offence. They are gonna charge me with a fine of $200 and demerit 12 point!!! o my.... i already got 8 point demerit from my speed case in jan and i only left with 4!!! ( e speeding case was my fault la... but i learned my lesson le) so u all know...P plate only got 12 points... so minus 8 i left with 4 and if they minus 12 i still owe them 8points sia! I was really anxious over it. Since i got stop by the TP whenever i think of my points i just got so heavy laden... although i've been trying to be positive but i was very worried over the issue and jas just keep on praying n encouraging me. Throughout this incident, i had never once curse God or blame Him for anything. I still pray, serve and go church as usual. Everytime i will go into prayer and tell Him that no matter what's the outcome i will never ulter a word of anger towards God. I prayed, " Father, no matter what may happen, i will keep on loving you, keep on serving you and keep on believing you. I love you and i thank you for everything." This prayer always touch my heart so deeply and through the past 1wk i just kept on praying n praising n worshiping God. Telling God that i will not blame Him and i followed the example of Job.
When i was on my way home from soccer yesterday. Holy Spirit prompt me about appealling. In my mind i got this vision that the TP will reduce my demerit point from 12 to 4point and fine as well. Of cos, at that point of time i couldnt accept it la...how can this ever happen? 12points to 4??? and fine reduce??? But i just trust God for it and i kept praying over it. I told Jas about it, she told me to believe and pray instead of doubting cos there's no limit to what God can do. She quoted that Jesus have to asked the people to leave the room when he was going to do the miracle of raising the dead as unbelieve stop miracle from happening! So immediately i stop doubting and started believing. Thanks darling! I was also very shock by the reaction of my parent. I thought my mum and dad will scold me for sure but they didnt. They encourage me and cheer me up together with jas. They prayed for me and help me to think of how to tell the officer and they even cant sleep over it...i felt so sorry about it eh. I m so thankful for such a awesome family and gf i've got.
14 may 2005 i woke up with a very very anxious spirit. I went to call up TP and they say i can come down to appeal to the officer...wow...its really true eh so i went to prayer immediately. So i said a prayer to God and it really touch my heart so deeply and i went there together with my dad. Man...i was really very nerves. When i reached the TP station, i realise that only i can go in to talk to the officer ( i thought my dad can help me to talk eh). There was 2 rooms and got one room the officer look nicer and the other like very fierce and if i would to go into that room... anyway haha... that officer dunno why suddenly walk out of his room to eat snake hahaha when it's like 4 more person to my turn and i get to go into the friendier officer room!!! praise the LoRD!!
When i go in... i was trying to tell the officer what happen and explaining a lot of why it happen n stuff. The officer told me to stop giving him lame excuses and said, " when you come in you should be remorseful instead of telling me reasons." i dunno what to say already sia...he said he can only reduce from 12 point to 9 thats all...i almost freak out. 9 points i also cant retain my licence...so i said, "sir, i m really very sorry about it. I didnt expect that i couldnt ride through on time. I promise you such thing wont happen again. I'm not a experience driver and due to my lack of experience thats why i made this mistake. I hope you can give me another chance..." "So what? you wanna go scorch free?." said the officer. I replied with my deepest sorrow, " No sir...i dont want to go unpunish. I must be punished for my mistakes but can you please give me another chance?" i didnt even asked him to reduced the punishment. There was a moment of silents... i thought thats it...i'm doom... he just kept typing n typing. He turned and said, " Ling, i will give you 4points demerit and 130 fine. If you really treasure your licence and your live, you better don't ride till nov." Man! i was super duper happy!!!! of cos i said yes la hahahaha....so amazingly God prevailed me from getting revoked from my riding licence!!!!!!!!!! Thank God for the chance he gave me!!! i was so happy and suddenly i just felt so relieved. It's really a miracle from God...12 points demerit and 200 fine to 4points demerit and 130 fine!!! o my, i just couldnt believe it. My dad got a shock too, infact everyone!!! hahaha
i had learnt my lesson through this incident, i really learnt a lot a lot. So i've decided to don't ride till 18 nov or even next year may...we will see how. But for now i'm gonna sell my bike so that i can keep e money n buy a new bike later this year or next! It's just to be safe...cos now if i make any mistake thats it. Ya, i will be back to taking bus for the next 6months then after that i can drive lorry liao sia! when i ord hahaha which means i got a lot of licence sia hahaha...so it's good in another way la =P...no worries i m fine with taking bus at least dearie can wear skirt haha n safer also *lol*
1st of all, i wanna thank God for his grace... really...if not for God i think by now my licence will be revoked and this will affect me from being a driver and i might get revocated again as licence revoke always comes with a punishment of cant drive or ride any vehicle which means cant drive n cant drive how to be a driver??? hahahaha duh. I just learnt the power of loyalty and faithfulness. I remembered manytimes when i prayed very hard n when things happened i will always asked God, why me, why didnt u help me and start blaming n stuff. But this time round i never once said anything like this. I m so proud of myself and through this incident i really learnt how to Praise and believce even when i m in the valley. This really brought me up another level! Thank you Jesus for showing me that God will make a way when there seem to be no way...LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!! YEA!
Secondly, i wanna thank my dearie jasmine!!!! From the very beginning she was there for me. She prayed for me and keep on encouraging me. She told me that everything's gonna be alright and true enough it did! Dear, if not for you i wouldnt had passed this trial...thank you so much. There's nothing in this world that can be used to represent my gratitude towards you... i love you! =)
Lastly, my parent. i was really very shock by their reaction. They didnt scold me but they encourage me and help me throughout the whole suition. I really thank them a lot a lot a lot a lot. Too much for words to say... they even paid my fine for me. I told my dad that i will return him, he said dun need. He kept telling me nov will come very fast so dun be too upset over cant ride. At least i get to keep my licence n be a driver. I seriously thought he will kill me but he didnt... Thanks Dad. My mum is always so wonderful...she was like praying n praying for me. there's nothing that my mum prayed for, that never come to past. She's the best mum on this earth! to me, they are the BEST!
So to God, Daddy, mummy and dearie...i love you guys so much. If not for you all i dunno what and whom will i be. Thank you so much. How can i ever repay you guys for all the things you all had done for me...with all my heart i can only say, " i love you. "..... thank you so much.
Well this is probably the longest entry i had ever wrote on this blog...the reason i didnt review is because i dont want too many people to ask me about it cos it'll make me worry even more, But i really thank u guys for your support ya? Thanks thanks =) So it's time to move on!
o ya o ya today is the 1year and 3 months since i'm together with my dearie!!! haha... 14th is always a good day for us. My dearie is still sleeping i think she couldnt sleep because of it too haha...so i m gonna say i love ya always n forever! Happy 1year and 3 months together! it's been such a previllage to be with you dear. Thank you for giving me the chance to be love and to love!